GBP Chapter 124 Regret
Chapter 124 Regret
"Zi'er has been smiling happily from yesterday to today. I thought it was from the bottom of her heart. It turns out that she had guessed at some point... guessed that we didn't want her anymore."
The queen took a deep breath and tried to keep her words clear. "She knew I was going to chase her away the next day, but she still smiled so happily. She saw that I couldn't bear it, so in order not to embarrass me, she found an excuse to trick me away and left tactfully."
The Queen's heart felt as if it was torn apart. She couldn't imagine how Zi'er had been forced to smile during the past two days, and how sad and aggrieved she was in her heart.
"She was afraid that I would do something stupid after I knew about it, so she left a note asking me to take care of myself. She had thought of everything, but she had never thought about herself. She didn't even ask us the reason. She only knew that we had abandoned her."
The queen's eyes were red and swollen. "She didn't know how to keep herself here. No one taught her, so she could only fight for it in her own clumsy way. But none of us gave her hope. Not only you, but all of us pushed her away together."
The two of them looked at Emperor Bei Jing, and the other's eyes seemed to have cried, "Zi'er, she didn't look for me. It should be that my previous behavior has disappointed her."
Emperor Bei Jing sighed, "Perhaps when she was punished, she was already trying to retain him..."
For a moment, everyone in the room looked at each other in silence. They finally achieved what they had always wanted to do. Zi'er left.
He left so tragically that I didn't even get to see him for the last time.
"Zi'er said she wanted to go home, but she...she...she doesn't have a home!"
The Queen's tearful words made the already heavy atmosphere even more depressing.
Yes! Where does she have a home?
Nan Wanxing forced herself to calm down. "When I first met Ziyou, she said that names are very important, so she changed the names of the two people around her."
She cast her eyes on the queen, "Your Majesty, Qiuhong means separation. I originally wanted you to separate from Emperor Beijing, but I didn't expect it to happen to Ziyou. Do you want to change the name of the palace?"
The two of them suddenly realized that there was something they didn't know!
But now that Zi'er is gone, what's the point of changing the name? "Let's talk about it later."
Nan Wanxing looked at the Queen, "Your Majesty, I walked through every corner of the Forbidden Star Palace and found that Ziyou did not take anything with her. She did not have any belongings with her. She left quietly, as if she had never lived here. How could she not leave any trace of life in a place where she had lived for so long?"
The queen's eyes flickered, which did not mean she took nothing away.
When she came in for the first time, she found that the little snowman on the bedside was gone. It was ridiculous that after so long, there was only one little snowman that belonged to her, and it was a hidden one. It was really ironic.
The smile on the queen's lips became more bitter. Nan Wanxing thought she was also sad about this, so she lowered her eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.
After leaving, Ziyou did not return to heaven, but came to Chen Palace.
This was a room that had never been set foot in by anyone. Ziyou removed the barrier and came in front of the man.
The person sleeping was Bei Chenxi who had disappeared for a long time. Ziyou moved her index finger slightly, and the other party's eyes slowly opened, "Goddess?"
Her tone was a little weak after a long sleep. Suddenly, a piece of meat appeared in front of her. "Goddess, what is this?"
"Just woke up, eat something."
Beichenxi didn't suspect anything and ate it directly. It was so salty...
Ziyou lost a trace of energy to the other party. In the blink of an eye, Beichenxi was able to move freely. She looked at the goddess, not knowing what she meant.
"I was afraid that you would affect my plan, so I let you sleep for a long time."
Beichen Xi was a little surprised. Why did the goddess sound so apologetic?
I must have slept too long. My brain isn't working well anymore and I'm starting to have all kinds of random thoughts.
"This Chen Palace is left to you. I will not disturb you. You can live here without any worries."
Bei Chenxi finally realized that something was wrong at this time, "Goddess, what happened?"
"No, I told you before that this is your home, so just live here with peace of mind."
A small transparent bottle appeared in Ziyou's hand. "This bottle contains Xue Qingbai's lover. Please give it to her when you have time."
Bei Chenxi took the bottle, and the bad premonition in her heart became stronger and stronger. Seeing that the goddess was about to leave, her sixth sense told her that she must not let her leave.
She called out to the other person: "Goddess, where are you going?"
The other person turned his back to her and said, "I've been out for too long. I want to go home."
Although Beichen Xi couldn't see the other person's expression, she could feel the goddess's loneliness.
"Can you take me with you?"
"I have locked you up for so long, don't you feel resentful?"
Bei Chenxi smiled, "Goddess, does this matter? You just let me take a break and sleep for a long time. I said I would follow you forever."
Bei Chenxi's words made Ziyou close her eyes. "With Chen Gong here, you won't be bullied. There won't be any living creatures around me. You... take care of yourself."
What do you mean there are no living creatures around the goddess? Beichen Xi frowned. What happened during the time she was away?
"Goddess! I don't know what happened to you, but I have never thought of leaving you. If the Empress did something too much and made you unhappy, then Yue'er, Qingbai and I would not leave you."
Ziyou opened her eyes, she turned around and looked back at Beichenxi, "Go back, they are the same kind as you, maybe... after they tell you something, you will make the same choice as them."
"Will you come back with me?"
Ziyou's eyes darkened, "I want to go home."
Bei Chenxi had never heard the goddess talk about her family situation. "Goddess, since you don't let me follow you, how can I know what your home is like?"
She was worried that the goddess' home was too lonely and she didn't want the goddess to be so lonely.
Sure enough, the other person's eyes lit up. "I have a very gentle mother who always sides with me. She is afraid that I can't feel the warmth, so she tries all kinds of ways to make me happy. She is really good. She made me understand what relatives are and what the concept of home is." Ziyou's mouth curled up.
"My father is usually kind of cute, like a naughty boy, but he can be very fierce when he makes a mistake. His kindness to me is very reserved, which is different from my mother's straightforward love."
It seems like she really wants to share her happiness with others. "I have a younger sister. She never calls me sister. She sometimes bullies me, but most of the time she is very warm-hearted. She is very nice except for being stingy. She makes me feel different from my parents. She is very strange, but I like being with her very much. She doesn't say it on the surface, but in fact, she favors me as much as my mother."
Beichen Xi saw that the joy on the goddess' face did not seem fake, and her previous worries also dissipated. The goddess's family was so happy, so why should she stop her from going home?