The Otherworldly God

Chapter 381

When Zi Ji learned that Le Zheng Yuhua's wife was the one he met in Penglai Islands, he ran out in distress and ran to the wooden bridge over the fish pond. He stared at the water surface of the fish pond, as if he had returned to that time, and his mind was full of things about that time.

For some reason, a thousand years have passed and although Zi Ji still remembers her, it was vague. But now it is very clear.

The more I didn't want to believe it, the clearer I saw it, and the more I felt that I couldn't compare to her.

Zi Ji realized that he still had some feelings for Le Zheng Yuhua and immediately shook his head.

"No, no."

Zi Ji thought of the indescribable light in his eyes every time he talked about her. Although his words were calm, it was enough to feel his feelings for her.

"Why her?"

Now, she seemed to understand what Le Zheng Yuhua had said. Even though she knew that Mu Xin didn't have much time left, she also understood that Le Zheng Yuhua would not easily accept another one.

"If it's her, then there's nothing I can do. As expected, they are the same kind of people. Compared to them, my mind is too narrow."

Zi Ji couldn't help but shed tears. When she noticed Le Zhengan coming over, she immediately turned her head away and wiped her tears.

Before she could speak, Le Zhengan directly exposed her disguise, "If I have disturbed the lady and made her afraid to express her true self, then I will take my leave."

Ziji knew that he saw it, so she didn't hide from him and continued to shed her unfinished tears.

"Mr. An, please stay. Do you have anything to say to me? You can say it at any time."

Le Zhengan sat down, looked at the fish that were barely visible in the pond, pulled out a piece of grass, played with it, and then threw it into the pond.

"Why did Miss Ziji give him the inner elixir for no reason? Was it so that he could deal with the tree monster? To be honest, even if he doesn't have your inner elixir, it's more than enough for him to deal with the tree monster. As for the rest, I can't think of any other reason."

"I was instructed by the tree demon and had selfish thoughts, so I injured him, causing him to be seriously injured and even endanger his life. So, in order to save him and to make up for my mistake, I could only give him my inner elixir to heal his wounds, but it almost killed him. Fortunately, his wife's elixir was effective."

"You endangered his life? Impossible? Excuse me, but Miss Ziji's cultivation is much lower than that of the tree demon, right? And he already knew that there was something wrong with you. I don't think it was because he was not vigilant enough. After all, he is Le Zheng Yuhua."

"It seems that Master An thinks highly of him."

"I just saw it with my own eyes."

"Saw it with my own eyes? What a sight." Zi Ji stared at the water. Seeing him so frank, she couldn't help but be frank with him. "I... I never thought it would be like this. When I learned that his wife was the one I met in Penglai Islands, I felt like I was hit by a heavy hammer."

Le Zhengan frowned, "I never thought that Miss Ziji would have such deep feelings for him before the twelve hours have even arrived."

Zi Ji thought about it and realized that it was true. He couldn't believe it. "No, it's not like that. I just... I just can't accept it. Why did it have to be her?" He didn't want to admit his feelings for Le Zheng Yuhua, but he exposed his thoughts from another side. "I... I don't know why."

"Why can't you accept it? Is it because you feel you are not as good as her?"

He didn't catch the moment he had exposed himself, but asked about this instead, which made Ziji feel unhappy, as if she was being interrogated by him.

"What does it have to do with you to inquire about my affairs? What I do to him, even if I fall in love with him at first sight, has nothing to do with you."

"Love at first sight?"

Zi Ji didn't expect that she would explode in front of him again and again, which made her so angry that she splashed water on him. Le Zhengan was not angry either, and calmly wiped the water off his face with his hand.

"I'm sorry. In fact, I'm also very unwilling to accept this. In terms of talent, I, Le Zheng'an, am miles ahead of him. In terms of effort and time spent on cultivation, I'm not worse than him.

It was obvious that a few months ago, he was far inferior to me, but look at him now, he has far surpassed me, and you gave him the inner elixir, so why was it him and not me?

Look at how strong he is now... extremely strong. With his cultivation level, he is just a high-level Taoist priest. He is probably one of the most famous people in the Taoist Alliance.

Why do they get all the opportunities? Why can't I have a corner all to myself? People's hearts are extremely complicated.

It's really strange. If someone is much better than you, you will be more likely to just keep catching up with him, and even if you can't catch up, you will think it's normal and it doesn't matter. But it's not the case otherwise.

If someone was not as good as you at the beginning, but suddenly surpassed you, the feeling is completely different. And it took only a few months to make your more than ten years become a joke. If that person is still the same as when you first met him, you thought that he would never catch up with you in this lifetime, and the resentment will be multiplied by hundreds or thousands of times. It is too terrible, too terrible, and you will be swallowed up if you are not careful.

No matter how generous you are, even if you know that this is not right, you will be unhappy to some extent. You can't help but ask in your heart, why? Why can't it be me? This feeling is really too uncomfortable, it is torture. "

Le Zhengan's words reveal the universal psychology of comparison and unwillingness in human nature. On the path of cultivation and growth, everyone hopes to be the one who is favored by fate and can seize opportunities.

However, when you see others, especially those who were not as good as you, making great progress and achievements in a short period of time, you will naturally feel lost and unwilling.

Although Ziji didn't quite understand, she could see his struggle and pain.

She held the handrail of the wooden bridge, looked into the distance, and recalled every detail of her encounter with Le Zheng Yuhua.

In fact, the saying of love at first sight is not true. The first sight of them was just calculation. What made Zi Ji interested was that he found out that he and Lin Shengye came from the same world and also understood the Eight Diagrams.

At that time, Zi Ji treated him more as a substitute. She loved Lin Shengye and also hated Lin Shengye. Since Lin Shengye was no longer around, she wanted to renew her love with him and then take revenge.

Later, he resolved his misunderstanding of Lin Shengye. At that time, Zi Ji was sure that she still loved Lin Shengye, so what really moved her was the extraordinary light in Le Zheng Yuhua's eyes when he talked about his wife.

That's right, she fell in love with the way a man loved another woman, and imagined herself becoming that woman. So when he said that woman was someone she could never compare to in her life, Zi Ji found it hard to accept.

"We all had the wrong feelings for him. If it was a mistake, we should turn around in time. What do you think, Mr. An?"

Le Zhengan stood up and patted his clothes. "Miss Ziji, it's easy for you to say that. Once we leave, you will gradually forget about your time here. But he and I have a long way to go."

After hearing this, Zi Ji smiled because she knew that Le Zhengan could handle it.

"When are you leaving?"

Le Zheng settled down and looked up at her. "Don't think too much. We can rest until tomorrow at least, unless someone can't stand the pain of missing someone. As the saying goes, one day without seeing you is enough..."

"It feels like a long time ago."

The two people smiled at each other, forming a beautiful painting.