The Otherworldly God

Chapter 393

Le Zheng Shuiling didn't expect that there was a hidden mechanism in the flower bed. She was turned into a little man and was almost injured by accident, but she met her brothers by accident.

The moonlight shines through the sparse leaves, illuminating this hidden space in patches, and the air is filled with a faint smell of soil and sweat.

Yun Xiu brought out the tea, said a few words, and then passed the tea to several people in turn.

Yun Xiu said it easily, but it was actually not that simple.

"Practice? How to practice? As for strengthening our bodies, we have never slacked off in the past ten years under the guidance of our senior brother."

"Actually, that's what I said. If you ask me that, I don't know how to answer."

Yunxiu stood next to Mu Xin holding a tray.

Mu Xin also shook her head. "To be honest, I can roughly understand this principle, but I don't know how to do it in practice. Perhaps, I can ask other people, especially Taoists, who may know."

Le Zheng Shui Ling touched his chin and said, "Then I can ask my mother."

"Shouldn't you ask the master first? He will be sad if you do this."

"Isn't your father away on a business trip?"

Le Zheng Qiming slapped his head and said, "I actually forgot. Dad... I really can't get used to calling him that for a while. Oh, by the way, shouldn't you go and see Madam An and the others?"

Le Zheng Shui Ling leaned against a nearby rock and placed the cup on it, "One of the main reasons why I didn't come out to see you is because of this.

At that time, I was acting like a spoiled child and took Mo Yu to look for my father, but I didn't express any concern for my father... Uncle Lei and the others' safety. After I came back, I was also focused on my father and didn't ask a single question. Now that you have rescued the people, I came out again... I feel weird.

I always feel that after some time, I still haven't thought it through, and after some time, I still haven't thought it through. I'll think about it again, and think about it again... But I don't know when the time is, what it means to think it through, and what I should think about, so I have to hide.

I never thought about it, I am still a person who avoids things when encountering problems, but I just don’t know what to do, it’s like I can’t do anything. To be honest, I really don’t know what to do.

Do you know what I just went through? My dad finally called me by my name, and I happily went to find my mother. I didn't expect them to be there. So when Xiaomi mentioned you, I felt like I had found an excuse and ran out quickly. "

Le Zheng Qiming also came over and stacked the cups on top. "I understand. I just think both sides are very...awkward. You can't blame us for this, right? After living for more than ten years, you would suddenly do this. It's like a habit, you can't change it just like that. I always thought you knew the truth earlier than me, and you acted very calmly. I didn't expect you to have so many troubles."

"Would it be better if I knew it earlier? Not necessarily. Do you know what I was thinking during that time, especially after you knew it? I was worried every moment. I was afraid that my background would be exposed, I was afraid that the truth would be made public, and I prayed silently in my heart that no one would know. I really didn't think that my parents would still be alive and become like this.

I am afraid that you will see my ugly side. I am really a stranger to them. I remember what my great-grandfather said. He told me to strive to be a person like my father.

At that time, he was not my father, so I could naturally admire him and learn from him. When he became my father, I still admired him, but I also felt that I should not treat people like him, as that would cause trouble.

I vowed to promote Le Zheng, but now I have become timid, afraid of this and that. I am no longer the fearless Shui Ling. Am I a coward?"

Le Zheng Shuiling's feelings and struggles are completely understandable. Faced with the sudden truth, especially the huge changes in one's own life experience and the identity of one's parents, anyone would feel confused, scared and uneasy.

First of all, Le Zheng Shuiling felt extremely strange and uneasy about the change in her parents' identities. The "father" and "mother" she originally thought of suddenly became "strangers", and her real parents appeared in a form she had never imagined. This confusion of identity and emotional dislocation made it difficult for her to adapt and face it.

Secondly, Lezheng Shuiling felt heavy pressure from her own expectations and responsibilities. She once vowed to make Lezheng flourish, but faced with various challenges and uncertainties in reality, she began to question herself.

She was afraid that her shortcomings would be exposed, that she would not be able to shoulder her due responsibilities, and even more afraid of the consequences of failure.

Le Zheng Qiming would be under much less pressure than her, but he never thought that the fearless Le Zheng Shuiling would be so scared. He could more or less understand her feelings, so he went over to hug her and comfort her.

Le Zheng Yuhua didn't know what it felt like to have parents. Even Le Zheng Yuhua's memory of his parents was very vague, close to nothing. He could only look through the memories of Le Zheng Xiaotian, who was long gone, and all he could find was his father's memory. In that special era, there was only the strictness and teachings left by his father.

"This is called family affection, right?"

Le Zheng Yuhua was stunned for a moment, and Mu Xin was even more confused about his blankness. She still thought that the love she had for Le Zheng Xiaotian was not really part of Xinyue, and she thought she was incomplete.

"Heart..."

He didn't know what words to use to comfort her, so Mu Xin said calmly: "Humans are a really strange race. They have all the extremes, but also have just the right amount. People can hate to the point of wanting to do whatever they want, and they can love to the point of fearlessness. People can be extremely hypocritical, and they can also be extremely sincere. In the end, I didn't even understand what it means to be a human being."

Le Zheng Shuiling and Le Zheng Qiming both stopped in their tracks, as if they were not that miserable anymore. Le Zheng Shuiling pushed him away.

Le Zheng and Qi Ming argued with her for a while using gestures and eye contact, and then they gestured to each other to comfort Mu Xin.

"Why don't you go?"

"First of all, you were the one who started it, and secondly, you are a more suitable girl than me."

"It seems so." Le Zheng Shui Ling pushed him aside. After seeing Le Zheng Yu Hua hugging her to comfort her, she turned around and pulled him aside, "There is someone more suitable than me."

"Senior brother?"

Le Zheng Qiming wanted to turn around, but was stopped by her.

"What are you looking at, kid?"

"Little... we don't even know who is older between you and me, anyway, I am your senior brother."

"Brother is nothing. Look at Uncle Li. His seniority doesn't change the fact that he is just a brat."

Suddenly a black shadow fell from the sky, landed on the rock, and hit the two men's heads hard.

"Master uncle Li Li Li?"