GBP Chapter 176 Si Qiyan, someone like you doesn't deserve anyone's affection.
Chapter 176 Si Qiyan, someone like you doesn't deserve anyone's affection.
An Cinian disliked this behavior. He wasn't Xie Yu'an; he couldn't treat himself like that.
"Qingqing, don't talk to me like that. Can you talk to me properly?"
"Why should I talk to a madman like you?" he blurted out, but then regretted it a little. Si Qiyan seemed very unhappy and uncomfortable.
"A madman? Is that it? Why aren't you saying anything? Or are you thinking of a better word? If so, let me tell you, you don't need to do that, don't waste your time thinking about it. I admit it, I am a madman!"
Si Qiyan was so fed up with An Cinian treating him like this. Even the most patient person would break down. Was he really that bad in An Cinian's eyes?
The more you compare An Cinian and Si Qing when they were children, the more you realize they are not the same person at all. One is so good to you, while the other is full of insults and disgust towards you.
why? !
Si Qiyan grew angrier the more he thought about it. Suddenly, he lost control of his emotions, forcefully pressed An Cinian onto the bed, and stared down at her.
"Si Qiyan, what are you doing!"
An Cinian felt that she was in a very dangerous situation. Her heart was racing, she was on edge, and a hint of fear began to creep into her high spirits.
If Si Qiyan really intends to do something to her, she knows she can't escape. What should she do?
Staring at An Cinian's swallowed emotions, still tinged with fear, he finally felt triumphant. His sorrowful expression was buried by the teasing: "You guessed right, I did have designs on you. I wanted your body and your heart. These are my goals. Qingqing, are you happy?"
abnormal!
An Cinian cursed so much, yet he remained unmoved by this person; he was utterly shameless!
"Win my heart? Si Qiyan, let me tell you, it's impossible!"
Even if he gets her, he won't get her heart; she'll only disgust him more. He's a despicable person!
"It's alright, then I'll just get you first!"
Si Qiyan was furious and started tearing at An Cinian's clothes.
These days, she has been imprisoned by Si Qiyan. All the clothes she wears are bought by the maid at Si Qiyan's behest. None of these clothes are ones that An Cinian likes. She has been forced to wear them. Now, is she going to be forced to take them off as well?
"You...you let me go, let me go! I'm telling you, if you dare do this, I'll kill myself!"
It was another threat. No matter what An Ci Nian did to him, he could forgive her because he liked her so much. So An Ci Nian took advantage of him and threatened him with his life every time.
"Yes, I am bad, but Xie Yu'an is good, unattainable, sacred and pure!"
But An Cinian, have you ever thought that becoming like this is not what I wanted? I don't have a good family background like him. My parents are dead, my only brother is dead, I recognized a thief as my father, I was bullied and oppressed, everyone looked down on me, and they all said I was crazy.
I am a truly despicable person. I even killed my adoptive father. I am utterly filthy.
Is this what I want? If I could, I would like to meet you cleanly and simply, and I would also like to experience the bright sunshine of Xie Yu'an's place.
However, fate is not kind to me. My life has been like this since birth, so I can only rely on my own efforts to climb to where I am now, using every means possible just to survive.
I did nothing wrong!
"You, you are truly beyond redemption!"
An Cinian sighed inwardly. She felt that all the insults and accusations she had ever hurled at this person in front of her, but no matter how hard she tried, he remained unmoved and continued to do as he pleased.
She felt like she was engaged in a physical battle every day, and this constant struggle of wits and courage left her extremely exhausted.
He stretched out his hand, hovering in mid-air, and hesitated to bring it down.
Because her heart was filled with contradictions and struggles, she dared not hit anymore, because she realized that no matter how hard she tried, she could not reach the other person's heart.
"Go ahead and hit me, I'll kiss you if you hit me!"
See? They won't listen to a word you say.
An Cinian finally lowered her hand that had been hanging in mid-air: "Si Qiyan, someone like you doesn't deserve to be liked by others." With that, she turned her head away and refused to look at the person again.
He closed his eyes, swallowed hard, and sighed.
"An Cinian, say it again!" Si Qiyan's veins bulged as he grabbed her shoulders and roared.
Why can't he receive love from others?!
"Why, you don't want to talk anymore?"
What else is there to say? I've tried everything—from speaking kindly to scolding—but Si Qiyan is still the same.
Si Qiyan gripped An Cinian's chin tightly, his gaze sharp and deep, as if trying to pierce her soul. He forced her to look directly into his eyes, his voice low and threatening: "An Cinian, tell me, if Xie Yu'an suddenly disappeared from this world, would you become my Qingqing, the Qingqing who belongs only to me?"
His tone carried a barely perceptible pleading, as if seeking a definite answer, an answer that would allow him to return to the past, to their carefree days: "Is this how we can go back to the past?"
An Cinian's eyes widened, her heart pounded, and she felt an unprecedented fear.
She jerked her head violently, trying to break free from Si Qiyan's control, and asked in a trembling voice, "What exactly do you want to do? Why did you bring up Ayu? What is your purpose?"
Si Qiyan ignored her, simply placing a kiss on An Cinian's forehead before getting up.
Ignoring his kiss, An Cinian stood up and grabbed his arm, asking, "Si Qiyan, what do you want to do?"
Such a sorrowful expression, such a trembling and aggrieved voice, are all delusions that Si Qiyan cannot possess or even desire. An Ci Nian does not belong to him, but Si Qing will belong to him. He will do everything he can to go back to the past.
"Si Qiyan, you can't do this. I... I'm already here. Ayu didn't offend you."
As she spoke, An Cinian could no longer hold back her tears.
"Ayu? Qingqing, have you forgotten? You used to always call me Brother Ayan. You've forgotten all the beautiful memories we shared. Tell me, how could you bear to do that?"
An Cinian didn't understand, and she didn't want to understand: "You can't hurt Ayu, Si Qiyan, you can't do this."
Si Qiyan shoved her away, and no matter how much An Cinian shouted, Si Qiyan only said "Take good care of the lady" before leaving the bedroom.
The maid appeared in front of An Cinian at that moment.
"Madam, I have prepared dinner. Please eat."
An Cinian didn't want to listen at all. She rushed downstairs. She had to chase after Si Qiyan. He couldn't do that!
No, absolutely not.
She was flustered to see the steaming hot food on the table, along with a large bowl of soup. Because An Cinian was pregnant, her meals were very nutritious, with chicken soup, fish soup, and pork rib soup being essential.
Upon closer inspection, I discovered that they had prepared fish soup for dinner.
As Si Qiyan stepped out of the villa, An Cinian, ignoring the scalding soup in her hands, excitedly shouted, "Si Qiyan, is this enough?"
Immediately, she picked up a bowl of steaming soup and poured it into her left hand without hesitation.
With a splashing sound, a large bowl of soup poured down, the amount was large and the temperature was extremely high, and it came into direct contact with her skin.
Upon hearing An Cinian's shout, Si Qiyan quickly turned around, but everything happened too fast for him to take any action to stop it.
"An Cinian, you're crazy... Enough, enough, it was my fault, I apologize." He strode up to An Cinian and noticed that An Cinian's skin was already delicate, and the scalding hot soup that had just come out of the pot had caused large areas of redness and swelling to spread and cover An Cinian's entire palms and backs of hands.
Absolutely ruthless!
He held An Cinian's hand tightly, strode towards the kitchen, and quickly turned on the tap, preparing to rinse his scalded hand with cold water.
An Cinian felt completely numb. It hurt so much, it really hurt!
She had no other choice. If Si Qiyan cared about her, he would definitely come back. Now she could only use herself as a bargaining chip.
"What are you still looking at? Call the doctor over here!"
His hands were starting to blister. Seeing this, Si Qiyan felt a pang of heartache, but was also so angry that he didn't know what to say.
The doctor was quickly summoned to the scene. When he saw the injury on An Cinian's left hand, he was shocked and thought to himself, "This injury is too serious."
Sitting to one side, he hurriedly took out a needle from the medical kit and thoroughly disinfected it. Then, he pressed down on An Cinian's hand, his tone carrying an undeniable seriousness: "Madam, please bear with it. These blisters must be punctured now, otherwise the situation will get worse."
Although the doctor himself was somewhat hesitant and dared not act rashly, he knew he had to do it, otherwise An Cinian's injuries would only worsen and bring more pain.
Si Qiyan sat down next to An Cinian, holding her right hand tightly, and comforted her, "Qingqing, if you feel pain, pinch me harder."
The doctor began to carefully pop each of the blisters, making every movement as gentle as possible to avoid causing An Cinian any further discomfort.
However, the pain still caused An Cinian to let out a painful groan: "Ah~"