Chapter 111: Eunuch Jinzhong's Godmother
Chapter 111: Eunuch Jinzhong's Godmother
Yan Wan didn't know how many lifetimes of blessings she had accumulated to be able to receive such love from the Empress.
The Empress is obviously not her mother, but she is better than most biological mothers in the world. Even though she knows that she is a bad person, she still believes that her real intention is good.
Yan Wan couldn't help but yelled, "My Lady."
She was a person who was very good at being hypocritical and flattering, but in the face of such deep love from the Empress, she was cautious and even seemed a little clumsy.
Empress Fucha touched her hair with pity and said, "What a silly child."
Yanwan looked up at her.
When their eyes met, Yan Wan saw the tenderness in her eyes, and her anxious heart suddenly began to calm down and peaceful.
She lowered her eyes and pinched Empress Fucha's leg: "My queen, as long as you are here, I will have a backbone. I will no longer be the Wei Yanwan who had no mother to support me."
Empress Fucha thought of her brother: "Your brother was taught a lesson by Jinzhong and has been sent back to your mother. He also found a job for his godmother to be a nanny in your house... to teach your mother."
Yan Wan paused: "My mother is already over 40..."
If this gets out, people will laugh at my mother to death.
She tried to suppress the corners of her mouth that were raised: "Don't let Jinzhong's godmother be bullied again."
Empress Fucha said gently, "I heard that he temporarily found the most notorious etiquette nanny for this trip. I don't know how he told her, and she kowtowed on the spot and acknowledged him as her godparent. Two days later, she was sent to teach your brother, and later, she followed your brother back to the capital."
Yan Wan: “…” He had done so much for her quietly, but why didn’t he even mention it? Even after all this, he still felt that he wasn’t treating her well enough.
Empress Fucha said softly, "Since the Emperor dotes on you, there will always be someone to share your worries. Wanwan, you are a very smart child. I know all the hardships you have gone through along the way to where you are now.
You may still suffer in the future because you have no foundation, but as long as you can always keep your original intention and don't dwell on the ups and downs, you will definitely be able to live a good life."
Yan Wan didn't like her words that sounded like she was giving instructions for her last wishes, but she listened carefully and nodded obediently: "I will listen to you, Madam."
Empress Fucha felt relieved: "Although you are young, you are really calm and steady. You have good children like Jinzhong and Chunchan to look after you. I am not too worried."
Yan Wan suppressed the sourness in her nose and nodded, revealing a sweet smile: "But I just like your majesty to worry about me. Your majesty must take good care of your health. In the future, it would be best if you can help me raise children and play with them."
Empress Fucha was amused and said, "How can a child use the word 'play'?"
But after she finished speaking, she laughed out loud: "It's my own child, so there's nothing wrong with just playing with it."
While the two were talking, Jing Jue had already arrived: "Madam, I am here to see you, Madam. How is your health?"
Empress Fucha's face was slightly solemn: "Come in and talk."
Jing Jue pushed the door open and walked quickly to the bedside. Seeing that Empress Fucha looked fine, she heaved a sigh of relief and said, "My Queen Mother, I am sorry that you are worried because my daughter is too young."
Empress Fucha held her hand and carefully looked at the little girl who had quietly grown into an adult. No matter how she looked at her, her cheeks still seemed so tender, and her hands were so small that they had not even fully grown.
If I leave this precious little girl who has never suffered and marry her to Mongolia, will she cry in fear at night? Will she become so thin because she cannot eat refined rice and flour that her throat becomes strained?
As a mother, she had too many worries, but as the emperor's mother, she knew that worrying was useless for her daughter.
"Jingjing, first let your mother tell you about your aunts and their lives in Mongolia."
"Empress Huang..."
"My dear child, if you still have lofty ambitions after listening to this, how can the Empress be willing to break my daughter's wings and turn your Saker Falcon into a canary, no matter how distressed she is?"
"Thank you, mother."
Yanwan quietly retreated and stood at the door for a long time.
Su Lian and Lian Xin both had worried expressions on their faces, but they were different in their own ways.
The former was full of worry, while the latter, in addition to worry, also had a look of confusion, as well as a hint of deep-seated...happiness.
Yan Wan calmly looked away, thinking of the fate of these two people in their previous life.
After the empress left, the two of them, one of them hit the pillar on the arch bridge in front of the pier to offer sacrifice to the god, and the other jumped into the river.
Their deaths were strange, because usually loyal servants who sacrificed themselves would choose to die in the mourning hall for fear of not being able to find their masters after death. However, these two chose to go out in the middle of the night and died in a daze.
Thinking about what they had done and what they had experienced, Yan Wan had some guesses, but she was not quite sure.
Yan Wan suddenly spoke up: "The Queen once told me that if anything happens to her in the future, she hopes to take Aunt Su Lian and Aunt Lian Xin to Yongshou Palace. If you want to leave the palace..."
Su Lian interrupted her with a pale face: "I will die for my master. Lianxin has suffered too much, so please take good care of her in the future. If she wants to leave the palace, please arrange it for her. If she doesn't want to, please let her live in Yongshou Palace."
She herself knew how many wrong things she had done, and there was no way she could keep her life, or she would become a witness to frame her princess in the future. And Lianxin... Lianxin had suffered too much, and she should make up for it in the days to come.
Lian Xin shook her head subconsciously: "No."
How could someone like her be alive?
Yan Wan looked at Lian Xin: "Do you want to go down and be buried with that person?"
Lianxin was stunned for a moment until she realized who Yanwan was talking about.
Even after so many years, she still couldn't help trembling all over and even feeling nauseous and wanting to vomit when she thought of Wang Qin.
Yan Wan held her hand tightly: "I know you have tried very hard, but the food you eat is never as sweet as before, the colors you see are dimmer than before, and you can't be interested in anything, except for the nightmares that come into your mind every night. Life is really painful."
Lian Xin's tears fell, and she wiped them away hurriedly: "Empress Lingpin, please don't tell the Empress!"
Yan Wan held her hand tightly: "I know the severity of the situation and won't say anything nonsense. I just want to tell you that you are just sick. When you recover, the numbness will disappear, and you will be able to taste your favorite flavors again. You will laugh when you are happy and cry when you are sad. This heart will also be able to hold other things."
Lian Xin nodded, but she didn't believe it: "Will it?"
Yan Wan nodded: "Yes, look at me, if I obey Jin's wishes, by now, everyone in Qixiang Palace will probably have forgotten how they once worked together to trample on me."
Lian Xin smiled: "We all know that it's not easy for you."
Yanwan knew that she didn't listen.
This is normal. If someone is suffering from depression, they can be cured with just a few words. There wouldn't be so many crazy women in the world, or so many cases of "she suddenly lost her mind".
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