Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace: Wanwan's Daily Advancement

Chapter 347 Dreams of the Past Life

Lying to someone you love, even if it is a white lie, will still make you feel uncomfortable.

Yan Wan looked at Empress Fucha and finally said softly, "You know, my lady, as long as it doesn't involve the lives of those around me, I can tolerate anything."

But when it comes to human lives, that's not acceptable.

She couldn't let the queen die, couldn't accept Chunchan and Jinzhong's deaths, couldn't stand Wang Chan and Lancui's lives being threatened, couldn't watch Meifei and Yihuan and the others suffer the same fate as in the previous life...

She has too much to let go.

She doesn't want to gain power and then, when she's older, have her dreams filled with the images of her old friends. She doesn't want to encounter happy or unhappy things, then turn around and find there's no one she can talk to.

Empress Fucha touched the corners of Yanwan's eyes with her cool hands and sighed, "You are still as crybaby as before."

Only then did Yan Wan realize that her eyes were blurred with tears. She felt a little embarrassed and at a loss.

Unlike using tears to deceive the emperor, she didn't want to use tears to force the empress.

Empress Fucha was both touched and sad: "It's because of my poor health that you are in such a difficult situation at such a young age. In the final analysis, there is no one in this palace who can completely protect you."

Yan Wan was stunned for a moment, and the tears she had been holding back suddenly rolled down.

If the queen scolded her, she might be able to bear it, but her gentle guilt and heartache made Yanwan burst into tears instantly.

Yan Wan quickly raised her hand to wipe her tears, her voice choked with sobs, but she smiled deliberately: "My queen, please don't make me cry."

Empress Fucha gently stroked her hair and said, "I have known your personality for a long time, and I also know that you are capable, but I still can't help but want to persuade you, even though I know I can't persuade you."

Yan Wan murmured, "My Lady."

Empress Fucha wiped the fallen golden beans for her and said, "Just keep going forward, be careful, be more careful, and come to me if you have any problems.

I can be so cruel as to let Jing Jing go out and venture into the world, so how can I claim that I pity you and can't bear to part with you, so I break your wings and make you a quail?"

She opened her mouth, wanting to say a lot, but she didn't know where to start.

She was worried about Yan Wan, but she was also afraid that her love would delay Yan Wan's development.

She was also afraid that if she nagged too much, it would annoy Yanwan and make her feel restrained, which would interrupt her style of doing things and cause mistakes.

But she...

Yan Wan hugged Empress Fucha in a bear hug, leaned on her arms, and looked up at her: "My queen, please take care of me and love me more~"

Who can resist a child with red eyes whose heart and eyes are filled with him?

Neither could Empress Fucha.

Hongli originally wanted Empress Fucha to educate Yanwan well, but unfortunately, when her eyes turned red, Empress Fucha only thought about how to help her with subsidies instead of teaching her what she shouldn't do.

If Hongli were here at this time, Empress Fucha would probably say in her heart:

Wanwan's intelligence no longer needs her to teach her. What Wanwan needs is a family that loves her, so giving her family's love is enough.

Empress Fucha pinched Yan Wan's face, and her heart and body relaxed as well.

It was also at this moment that she realized that it was not only Yan Wan who was worried and cautious in their relationship, but she was too.

Fortunately, they are both people who cherish happiness, so as long as they always keep a good sense of propriety, then this mother-daughter relationship will probably last until the end of their lives.

The two looked at each other and smiled. Empress Fucha said, "I heard that Doctor Zhang wants to give you acupuncture? Get ready. I've asked someone to call him over."

Yan Wan: “…”

She tried to save him: "Doctor Zhang suffered a great injustice today and almost died. Why not ask him to leave the prescription and go back to rest quickly."

At the door, Zhang Yun pricked up his ears and heard it, and hurriedly said: "Don't worry, Concubine, I have recovered and changed into clean clothes. If I go back now, my house will be empty and no one will take care of me. I would rather stay in the palace and make money!"

Yan Wan: “…”

She has always admired Zhang Yun, but at this moment, she sincerely felt that what the emperor said was right. Zhang Yun was a good person in every way, except that he had too much of a rough and unruly air.

Yanwan finally got the injection.

When she took out the thick needle, Yan Wan felt that she was healed immediately just by looking at it.

But unfortunately...

When I returned from resting at Empress Fucha's place, it was already dark.

Yanwan lay in bed unable to sleep, but Jinzhong didn't come. As she waited, she fell into a deep sleep in a daze.

While she was lying, she fell into a cool embrace with the scent of ambergris.

Yan Wan looked up and saw Jinzhong, wearing a blue dragon robe, kneeling beside her and hugging her.

His body was very cold.

Yanwan gently touched his throat and realized that she was dreaming again.

In fact, she had seldom dreamed about her past life before. It might be that Ruyi also had memories of her past life, which evoked something in her heart, so she had dreamed about her past life more and more frequently recently.

Jinzhong smiled and looked at Yanwan with lowered brows. His eyes were dark as if moistened by a layer of moisture.

Yan Wan touched the marks on his neck and, as expected, saw the back of her hand covered with scars.

She had been locked up for too long, so long that she didn't even notice the passage of time. She didn't know when she started to like inflicting wounds on herself.

The back of her hands and arms were covered with scars of varying ages. The old ones were mostly caused by sharp weapons and hairpins, while the newer ones were caused by scratching with fingernails and biting with teeth.

Although Wang Chan and Chun Chan hated her deeply, they did not take away her pearl hairpins and accessories. It was only after they discovered that she was self-harming that they took away all her things.

Later, when the two men saw that she was still self-harming, they would tie her up every time and ignore her for several hours.

At that time, she really didn't live like a human being!

Yanwan lowered her eyes, and her dry, pale hair fell down and hung on her face.

Jinzhong tilted his head slightly, as if he was looking at the latest wound on her wrist, and also as if he was in a daze.

Yan Wan subconsciously put her hands into her sleeves and tried to avoid him, but he held her too tightly. Plus, she was wrapped in the bed sheets, with almost her entire body bound, so she could only let him look at her.

The irritation in her heart gradually rose to her face.

Why have a dream?

What is the point of having this dream?

She had changed the past a long time ago. Jinzhong was a good person, and Wang Chan and Chunchan also treated her very well. Such an illusion caused by the torture would never appear again!

She struggled hard, and the hostility gradually crept up to the corners of her mouth, cheeks, eyebrows and eyes.

Suddenly, she opened her eyes and looked at the flickering warm yellow fire in the distance, breathing heavily.

Chunchan and Lancui rushed in together: "Master?"

They both climbed onto the bed, one holding her hand while the other put clothes on her.

Yan Wan interrupted the two of them and suddenly hugged them into her arms.