Chapter 159 Cui Jinsong ~ You are so nice
Chapter 159 Cui Jinsong ~ You are so nice
Although Xia Qing is financially independent, she sometimes lacks confidence when it comes to relationships.
She didn't think about some things before because she didn't include them in his life plan, so whether he was poor or rich was none of her business.
However, if two people are dating now and are just boyfriend and girlfriend, those things don’t actually have much impact. After all, it is normal for boyfriends and girlfriends to break up.
But once it comes to marriage, it becomes a matter of two families.
She was now enjoying his kindness to her, but she was a little unsure and didn't know how to treat him or how to deal with herself.
Maybe she was also worried that she would be trapped in his money and tenderness and unable to get out, and afraid that she would be hurt again one day. After all, she had a sincere love in the past, and she thought that was her life, but in the end, she was hurt.
She may have been hurt and left with a shadow in her heart. To be more clear, she now doesn't believe that there is anyone who can love him without caring about anything and love him forever.
Cui Jinsong looked at Xia Qing's hesitant eyes. He found it difficult to explain his feelings for her. He was not a person who always talked about love.
However, Xia Qing always seemed to feel insecure in her relationship.
Although she didn't say it, Cui Jinsong found that she had lost faith in love. She didn't believe that he loved her deeply, and she didn't believe that she could make him forget everything else and be only for her.
Cui Jinsong turned sideways and kissed Xia Qing.
Then step back a little and face her.
"Xia Qing, I don't like to play around, especially not casually playing around with men and women. If I can't find the right person, I'd rather be single for the rest of my life. That's how I've been for so many years."
"You are the one I want. Not only do I think you are the right person for me in every way, but you are also the one I love from the bottom of my heart. I just like you without any reason. You are the one I love."
"As for what you said about being well-matched, there may be some truth to it, but I, Cui Jinsong, don't need to find a wealthy family to support me. When I was starting my business, I faced so many difficulties, but I didn't think about finding a well-matched family. I just wanted to find someone I loved, marry and have children. Now that person is you. Without you, I would have continued my single life for over 30 years."
"Our feelings, cognition, and souls are all right. Don't doubt yourself, and don't doubt my feelings for you."
Finding someone you can't talk to, can't understand each other, can't touch each other's heart, and whose cognition is no longer in the same field or level, no matter how good their family background is, will gradually make people feel that they are not suitable for each other.
Cui Jinsong touched her face with his hands and said something heart-breaking, which made her feel at ease.
Maybe it was the sudden feeling that made her feel like she was being kept as a mistress.
She was just imagining things.
It must be because the weather is too gloomy today, which makes people sad.
Xia Qing is not the kind of person who would think too much, and besides, everything she said was clear.
She hugged Cui Jinsong back, resting her forehead against his. "I'm sorry, I was overthinking it. I think I'm falling in love with you more and more, so the more I like you, the more sensitive I become to certain things and the less confident I am."
Seeing that she had finally stopped torturing herself with her wild thoughts, Cui Jinsong smiled and said, "It's my fault for not giving you more sense of security. But can you tell me how much you like me now?"
It seems like I can't hold back the corners of my mouth anymore.
Xia Qing felt a little uncomfortable, but still said honestly: "I like you very much. I like seeing you smile, I like you being nice to me, I like your kisses and hugs, and I always want to be with you, kissing and hugging you."
"I must love you very much~"
Cui Jinsong listened to Xia Qing's confession and felt that today was a day worth remembering.
The girl he liked really loved him both mentally and physically, and it was not the gratitude he had thought it was.
He had the urge to declare it to the world. He wanted to shout, "Xia Qing loves him, and he loves Xia Qing too. They are a loving couple."
However, he is not a young boy anymore. No matter how excited he is, his emotions are just like a tsunami raging in his heart, and he still looks calm on the surface.
But Xia Qing could still understand his current mood from his eager kiss and slightly excited hands.
His grip hurt her a little, and his kiss was much wilder than before.
"Cui Jinsong~" Xia Qing called him, and he stopped and looked at her.
"I'm feeling a little unwell, shall we go home?"
Cui Jinsong thought she was a little shy in the car, so he drove her home.
When Xia Qing got off the car, she felt a warm current in her lower body, accompanied by a dull pain in her lower abdomen. She remembered that her period had come.
After entering the door, Cui Jinsong wanted to continue the lingering kiss, but was pushed away by Xia Qing.
Xia Qing quickly rushed into the bathroom.
Sure enough, my period came.
No wonder my mood has been so up and down lately and I’ve been prone to daydreaming and feeling sad about life.
It’s all because of the hormones during menstruation.
Xia Qing came out of the bathroom and said, "I'll come back later."
I ran upstairs quickly, Miaomiao was back, and there was someone at home.
Xia Qing quickly changed her clothes and washed the dirty clothes. Her stomach was already hurting badly.
Miaomiao asked her, and she said maybe: "I caught a cold outside yesterday and today." Because her period was not so painful in the past, it would only be so painful when she caught a cold.
"Then you should lie down on the bed and rest, and put on a hot water bottle."
"Well, I'll go find Cui Jinsong later and ask her to apply some to me. I bought some delicious food and I'll ask him to bring you some later. I won't be back." Xia Qing packed pajamas, sanitary products, hot packs, etc., and planned to take them to Cui Jinsong's house.
"Are you going to live in his house?" Miaomiao didn't know that she had slept with him before, but the two of them were really just sleeping together.
"I'm not afraid because my period is protecting me." "Why don't you come with me?"
So Xia Qing and Miaomiao came down together.
Cui Jinsong brought all the things up, and Xia Qing gave half of the snacks to Miaomiao. Miaomiao, a foodie, was very happy.
Of course she also saw the large and small bags of clothes and cosmetics on the ground.
She was so envious.
Xia Qing gave her a lipstick, received a firm kiss from her, and then ran away without disturbing their world of two.
Xia Qing and Cui Jinsong smiled at each other.
Xia Qing walked over, hugged him and kissed him.
However, the kiss did not last long because Xia Qing's stomach really hurt this time.
"Cui Jinsong, my stomach hurts."
Cui Jinsong heard: "What's wrong?"
"I have dysmenorrhea~" Xia Qing said aggrievedly.
Cui Jinsong knew this because a female employee in their company had gone to the hospital for an injection because of this.
He picked her up in one hug.
"Go inside and rest?"
"Well, you stay with me."
Cui Jinsong put Xia Qing on the bed in the bedroom. He found a hot pack from the things she brought and put it on her. Then he went to the kitchen to make ginger sugar water for her.
Feed her to drink.
Then he lay down and gently rubbed her cold belly.
Xia Qing squinted her eyes and enjoyed Cui Jinsong's care.
"Cui Jinsong~You are so nice."
In response, Cui Jinsong placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.
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