GBP Chapter 432 What is Xia Youjie thinking?
Chapter 432 What is Xia Youjie thinking?
Geto Xiayou once had an experience that reminded him of the past.
So, he remembered all this earlier than Gojo Satoru.
However, this was of no use, and would only make him endure the pain he would have to face when he woke up earlier.
Pain, yes, those were the two words he used.
One year after his death during the One Hundred Demons Night Parade, he was resurrected in front of Tenriko's grave. When he opened his eyes and saw the spirit-calling flag in his hand, his heart was already filled with memories of the past.
The pain in his brain caused by the rapid healing of the wound, the blood slowly flowing from his neck, and the impact of several memories at the same time did not prevent him from recognizing the familiar figure in the first moment.
Although her hair color, facial features, appearance and techniques were extremely similar to Gojo Satoru's, her curled-up posture, her back that subconsciously stiffened and her shaking body after hearing the call, all showed that she was the person he knew.
When she heard him call out the name Suzuki Yuri, her eyes lit up, and she rushed over with anticipation, her face full of energy, as if she had the whole world back.
This kind of joy was also uncontrollably transmitted to Geto Suguru.
Unfortunately, every time he recalled it, it was accompanied by irreparable loss.
Last time, this world rejected everything related to her and forcibly erased all his memories.
This time she disappeared again, her whereabouts unknown in the empty courtyard.
Is Yuri Suzuki still alive?
This is everyone’s firm answer.
She couldn't be knocked down like this, she was definitely not dead, she must still be alive, living somewhere in the world.
But will she come back?
Even the most optimistic Haibara Yu remained silent when faced with this question, let alone Geto Suguru who had experienced this many times.
No one knows whether she will appear again, but Geto Xiayou wants to see her again and keep her more than ever before.
Even if it's just looking into her eyes, touching her hair, saying a word or two, or giving her a hug, that's all, it's fine.
Staying within his sight and letting him know that she was living a good life, was this request really so difficult? Was it really such a luxury?
One month after Suzuki Yuri left.
The long rainy season has not yet passed, and the bleak autumn is already brewing to take over this prosperous yet indifferent city.
Just as the sea will not dry up due to the evaporation of a drop of water, Tokyo will not stop operating due to the disappearance of one person.
She just lost all clues and disappeared without a trace.
This feeling of emptiness after separation, as if standing alone in the vast universe, is not the first time that Xia Yujie has experienced it.
As he stayed in the suburbs on a chilly, rainy night in spring, quietly watching her back as she walked through the door, the colorful halo outlined her slender figure, covering her entire body, and finally disappeared from his sight.
When he was half leaning against a tree trunk in the woods behind the school, looking up at the moon, he saw Gojo Satoru walking towards him slowly from somewhere in a daze, holding in his hand the emerald ring that he said "looked very much like your eyes."
When he was gazing at the falling snowflakes and made a promise with her to come back alive in the freezing cold winter, what he heard was the news from Ieiri Shoko that Gojo Satoru and she had lost contact in the Arctic at the same time.
When he came back from a business trip, he saw her body lying silently on the dissection table.
When he... went to Riying High School with the purpose of meeting her, what he saw with his own eyes was a dagger piercing straight into her body, the scar on her adopted daughter's head and that malicious smile.
Every time we meet, a corner of my heart collapses.
Time and time again, dime after dime.
Geto Summer Oil had lost a lot of things.
First, there are ideals, beliefs, trust in human nature, and younger generations. Later, there are close friends and partners who have parted ways, hope for the world, and finally, there is one's own life.
It was Suzuki Yuri who appeared again and again and helped him pick it up.
Then, he lost her.
No time has ever been like this, where I gain and then lose, and then gain again after losing, as if I am experiencing a cycle of endless torture.
Whenever he walked inside the prison gate and looked at the changing scenery inside, Xia Youjie would always wonder - don't you ever expect anything in return for your efforts?
Why don't you ask for something for yourself.
Money, power, status, beauty, family, friendship, love, these can all be given to her as long as she is willing...but no.
Nothing was left of Suzuki Yuri.
She didn't want anything and left nothing behind, but the world was already full of traces of her existence, and this was exactly what Geto Suguru couldn't stand.
In the four months after she left, Zhang Xiang once told him about her impression of him.
Gentle, amiable, easy to talk to, even kind.
When he heard this, Xia Youjie laughed, feeling it was ridiculous.
In fact, I'm not laughing at her, but at myself.
Xia Youjie knew exactly what he had done, what crimes he had committed, how many people he had cursed to death, and how much money he had extorted from wealthy businessmen.
He was once a notorious curse master who stepped on the blood and corpses of countless people and treated human life as worthless.
Even so, does she still think he is gentle?
Should we say that his performance was too good?
Perhaps he could still do it when he was in college.
But even in the present timeline when there is no defection, in order to advance his goal, Geto Suguru did some things that could be called "conspiracies and tricks". From the beginning to the end, he was not a very cool character.
Standing in front of the station, when Geto Suguru and Gojo Satoru were looking at the train side by side, when he asked him what he was thinking about, he was asked back.
He answered that he didn't know.
But what Xia Youjie was actually thinking was, if he completely took off his disguise in front of her, how would she react?
However, when Prometheus was trying to steal fire and was chained to a mountain, with eagles and vultures gnawing at his liver every day, he was eventually rescued by Hercules. So why can't he have his own way too?