GBP Chapter 154: Don’t fight.
Chapter 154: Don’t fight.
So, so she didn't want to fight anymore.
Tiantian is her son, so of course Lu Tingshen will not treat her badly. Just as she said, following her will only lead to suffering.
But it is painful to let go of your own child, and perhaps only she understands this pain.
Of course, she had bitterness in her childhood, but she didn’t say it. She pretended to be strong and indifferent:
"I just want to live my own life. I don't want to care about other people and things, and I can't care about them."
Her indifferent expression proved everything, including him.
"What about Tiantian? Don't care anymore?"
He admitted that he did use Tiantian as a bargaining chip, but this bargaining chip was his only means.
He hoped that Tong Nian could go back to the Lu family with him. If she was willing to go back, he could treat her as before.
Of course, he didn't say it directly, because she was indeed a bit willful.
He didn't want to bow his head, of course he really didn't want to at that time.
In fact, it is not difficult to understand how a male chauvinist like Lu Tingshen could be attracted to an unarmed woman, and this woman is a bit ungrateful.
He did think that she was ungrateful. He believed that the life she wanted was nothing more than what he could give her. Besides being Tiantian's mother, she was also his woman, so he didn't intend to spend too much energy on her.
He thought, he thought she would wag her tail and beg for mercy.
Don't feel bad, because most men are like this.
They always associate women with money or material things. Of course, if he wants to give you a status, you'd better be obedient.
In their perception, women are creatures without brains or thoughts.
Therefore, men don’t understand women, and Lu Tingshen doesn’t understand her either.
"He is your son. I have no right to control him, right?"
Childhood looked at him, and nothing happened except that his eyes gradually turned colder.
She was adding fuel to the fire. Every word she said was full of thorns, and every thorn pierced his heart.
Lu Tingshen looked at her, and his warmth disappeared.
"You don't want it anymore? Are you really not going to care?"
He was gambling that she would not give up, and she was also gambling that she would retreat in order to advance.
"Ok!"
Childhood didn't think about it and answered straightforwardly.
This pierced the deepest, causing his heart to stop for a moment.
She doesn't want it anymore, so what about him?
Lu Tingshen finally found her, finally found her weakness, and finally tried to trick her back, but she said she didn't want it anymore.
It felt like a kite in your hand and the string broke.
Tongnian is such a character that he can be defeated without any effort, so no matter how strong or domineering Lu Tingshen is, he cannot withstand her cold eyes.
"you sure?"
Even when death was imminent, he was still being tough. Even though his heart was trembling, he was still being tough on the outside.
"determine."
Childhood responded to him with certainty, and just hoped that Tiantian would not blame her.
Tiantian, Mom really has no choice. Maybe one day you will understand that Mom has no choice.
Childhood's heart was bleeding. How painful was she when she said she didn't want Tiantian anymore?
She is an orphan, and Tiantian is her only relative. In her mind, he is also the most difficult thing to give up.
However, Lu Tingshen would not return it to her easily unless...
Unless she doesn't want to.
Lu Tingshen stood up and picked up his suit:
"I hope you will do what you say."
Lu Tingshen left, but he didn't get angry as expected.
Based on her understanding of him, he would probably be very angry, at least he would not leave so calmly.
Yeah, it's a bit strange.
In fact, Lu Tingshen was not calm. He was so angry that his whole body was shaking. When he slammed the door and walked out, his hands were shaking.
He was not calm, but afraid.
She frightened him as never before.
He used to not care about her feelings and would go crazy just like she said.
But now is now, it was five years ago today.
She didn't know how hard it was for him to find her, he didn't know how many sleepless nights he had, and she didn't know how much he missed her.
So, he didn't know how scared he was.
He still had some concerns about his childhood, just as she said she didn't want it anymore.
Of course, when she said "no", it wasn't meant for Tiantian but for him. He understood and heard it, so he was particularly scared.
Lu Tingshen did not go downstairs immediately, but stood at the door and lit a cigarette.
His trembling hands couldn't even light a cigarette. His face looked ugly, pale and bloodless.
He was furious, but that was all.
She was the only person he was afraid of. He was really afraid that she would disappear and leave him.
She has that ability, doesn't she?
Childhood sat on the sofa, tears falling continuously, she didn't make any sound because she knew he was outside the door.
Why doesn't he leave? Everything is so abnormal.
Tears fell on her hands. This was the first step to her success.
Yes, Lu Tingshen began to care about her. In other words, he was deliberately caring about her, so the balance between the two of them began to tilt. Of course, this was very important to her.
She picked up the milk on the table and took a sip. It was especially sweet.
People are just like this glass of milk. The sweeter it is, the more unfamiliar it feels. It is just a glass of milk, just with a different mood when you taste it.
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Lu Tingshen returned to the company, took a shower and changed his clothes. This was the first time he came to the company so early and wore the same clothes for two days.
Lu Tingshen has a slight mysophobia and never wears the same clothes unless...
This usually happens when he goes out drinking with Gu Jinyan, but now the other person doesn't have time to accompany him, so this possibility does not exist.
The assistant was confused:
"Mr. Lu, there is a meeting today, and there are some documents that need your signature. There is also a foreign video conference in the afternoon, and then..."
He didn't hear a word the assistant said. His mind was filled with Tongnian's expression and what she had just said.
She is determined not to have a child anymore.
Lu Tingshen sat at his desk, and he felt as if he had flown to his childhood home.
"Mr. Lu, Mr. Lu."
The assistant's voice brought him back to his thoughts.
"Ah, it's okay, go down."
Lu Tingshen didn't hear it and was just pretending. This is the real Lu Tingshen.
After the assistant left, his thoughts returned.
He turned on the surveillance camera of his childhood home. She had tidied herself and cleaned her room in an orderly manner. She took a door key, opened the door, closed the door, and then returned to peace.
Lu Tingshen laughed at himself. What happened to him?
A few years ago, he could leave calmly because of a word or two, and use cold violence against her because of her unreasonable behavior, but now he can't help but pay attention to her.
Pay attention to her every move and every detail.
Yes, details are important.
He saw that she was wearing makeup and was very beautiful.
Lu Tingshen felt it was a bit tight, maybe the collar was a little tight, he loosened it and then thought about something.
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The day's journey was a bit long. It was the first time he felt that the day was long, and of course he was absent-minded.
After get off work, he sent the driver away and went out for a ride.