GBP Chapter 242 Fear
Chapter 242 Fear
In the Yunxiang Palace, Su Yunxuan ignored the meaningful looks from the crowd, held Su Changfeng's hand, and insisted on leaving with him.
Finally, Su Changfeng pulled them together and they both stopped.
Standing there, both of them focused their gazes on their tightly clasped hands, their eyes red and wet.
During this period, Su Changfeng was more certain than ever:
His Yunxuan loves him!
Days and nights after returning to Yunsheng, his Yunxuan's words and deeds made Su Changfeng, who used to feel insecure from time to time in Fenglan, gradually realize that his princess loved him just as much as he did.
He was extremely happy!
He never concealed his love and infatuation for Yunxuan, nor was he afraid of the world knowing it.
In the past, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles he faced, even if it was a matter of life and death, he was not afraid and never regretted it!
When he returned to Yun Sheng, he confidently believed that he had arranged everything.
If they can stay together for a long time in this life, it is God's blessing to them;
If he unfortunately leaves early, he will push his Yunxuan to the highest point and no one will dare to bully his Yunxuan anymore.
He had clearly already arranged it...
Why?
Why did everything turn out to be the opposite of what he expected?
Why?
Why did the world cast those malicious glances at his Yunxuan?
Why did they make such unreasonable criticisms against his Yunxuan?
Among them were his colleagues, ordinary people, and refugees who had fled to the capital...
Some of them clearly knew about his past with Yunxuan, and knew that they had been engaged since childhood...
Most of them have seen how hard his Yunxuan worked day and night for the people of Yunsheng and how hard it was for them...
Why are there so many people among them who do not know right from wrong and choose to follow the crowd, pretending to be grateful to accept his Yunxuan's help, while turning their backs on her and criticizing her for being shameless, unworthy of being the Queen of Yunsheng, not setting an example for women, and getting married to a man early...
His Yunxuan didn't care about those people's ridiculous stares and criticisms, but he couldn't bear to let his Yunxuan endure it all.
If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.
If you want to bear the weight, you must suffer the burden!
It can actually make people so vulnerable and helpless! !
In the empty hall, Su Changfeng didn't dare to look up.
He lowered his eyes and stared at the two people's tightly clasped hands, and endless heartache and self-blame spread in his heart...
At that moment, it was as if a weight of tens of millions of pounds was pressing down on Su Changfeng's heart, crushing his determination and persistence until it bled;
At this moment, it was as if there were tens of millions of poisonous insects gnawing away inch by inch at his hope for a better world and his responsibility towards the people of Yunsheng.
The last moment, he wanted to hug his Yunxuan desperately, kiss her again and again, and tell her that they would definitely get through this, and would definitely get the support and blessings of Yunsheng’s subjects;
The next moment, he wanted to pull Yunxuan away with him, to leave this cold and ridiculous place. The stability of Yunsheng and the well-being of the people of Yunsheng had nothing to do with them...
But, this cannot be done!
He knew very clearly that his Yunxuan, such a kind-hearted Yunxuan, would never agree to abandon her country and her people...
What should he do?
Su Changfeng had never felt so helpless before. His vision gradually blurred. The golden bricks under his feet seemed to be shattered and turned into a dark and endless abyss...
His body suddenly tilted, he lowered his head and vomited a mouthful of blood, then Su Changfeng fell to the ground.
Su Yunxuan, who had been staring at him and waiting for him to speak, quickly leaned over, hugged him in her arms, and gently stroked his back over and over again with great heartache.
When he stopped coughing, Su Yunxuan helped him sit down at the side of the hall, looked at the platform and asked with a chuckle, "Brother Changfeng, tell me, was my father here ten years ago, fighting against the whole court like I am today?"
"Yunxuan..." Su Changfeng was choked with sobs and couldn't speak.
Su Yunxuan continued, "Do you know, when I just woke up in my last life, I secretly resented my father in my heart. I resented why he abandoned me and my mother for so many years and sent people to hunt us down; I resented him for not giving me the identity and status I deserved, and for making me suffer in Fenglan...
At that time, I knew nothing, I only thought about myself...”
She spoke with tears in her eyes, which made Su Changfeng feel even more uncomfortable.
He raised his hand tremblingly and gently wiped away the tears that Su Yunxuan kept flowing out.
Su Yunxuan suddenly straightened her back, raised her sleeve and wiped her face randomly, then she held Su Changfeng's palm, stared at him, smiled brightly and said, "Brother Changfeng, thank you.
Thank you for finding me in advance, thank you for letting me know all the truth, thank you for taking me back to Yunsheng, thank you for letting me know that my father and my grandmother love me too, thank you for making me no longer alone in this life, thank you for letting me understand my responsibilities..."
Shaking his head vigorously, Su Changfeng hugged her in tears, hugged her tightly and interrupted with sobs: "No... Yunxuan... don't... we don't want those people..."
Before he could finish his words, Su Yunxuan pulled out of his arms, leaned over, hugged his cheeks, and blocked his mouth with her lips.
After a passionate kiss, the two of them leaned their foreheads together and panted softly.
Su Yunxuan spoke first, "I'll tell you a secret, Brother Changfeng. I actually like being in a crowd. I've been afraid of being alone since I was a kid. I like the feeling of having someone by my side. If someone can always be with me and treat me well, I can't help but fall in love with him..."
Her voice was soft and her tone was relaxed, but Su Changfeng felt extremely heavy in his heart when he heard it.
His Yunxuan was afraid of being alone, but she lived such a lonely life in her previous life, and even died alone in the cold Fenglan Palace...
Su Changfeng's tears flowed uncontrollably again.
Su Yunxuan wiped his face gently with her palms over and over again but couldn't stop.
Anxious, she once again moved closer to Su Changfeng's lips. After clumsily rubbing them on his lips for a moment, she stepped back, stared at Su Changfeng and said seriously, "I want to tell Brother Changfeng that since you have never given up looking for me and have always been with me, I have fallen in love with you uncontrollably. Don't ever think of getting rid of me again."
Seeing Su Changfeng staring at her, her tears flowed even more, and she hurriedly coaxed him, "Oh, I was so attracted by Brother Changfeng's beauty that I forgot about the important things."
Su Changfeng still didn't speak.
With a slight turn of her eyes, Su Yunxuan decided to change her strategy.
She pretended to be angry and put down her hands, turned her body and complained: "It's all Brother Changfeng's fault for deliberately avoiding me during this period of time. I couldn't find Brother Changfeng to discuss it, so I came up with this idea today..."