Chapter 23 Quarrel
Chapter 23 Quarrel
Su Xinjun's whole body is not well.The roar made Shen Qianyao's hands tremble in fright, and the knife she was holding almost hurt herself. She looked at Su Xinjun in surprise, and the latter's eyes were wide open, looking at Su Youqin in disbelief.
Su Youqin was relatively calm. She looked back at her younger brother and pursed her lips slightly.
She was tense inside.Su Xinjun looked at Su Youqin's little movement of pursing his lips, and was very sure.He knew his sister well, and would purse his lips when he was emotional.
He suddenly remembered when he went to Haicheng to take care of his sister last year.A young girl lived in the same ward. The girl fell and injured herself in the company. A boy of her age often came to visit her.
At that time, Su Youqin was in a bad mood and didn't even want to meet anyone.In order to cheer up her sister, Su Xinjun took the initiative to communicate with the people in the ward, trying to attract her sister's attention through chatting with people around her.
Only after this chat did he know that the boy likes boys.
At that time, several people were chatting, chatting and chatting, the boy announced his sexual orientation naturally, and the girl also said that it was because the boy liked boys that they became good friends.Su Xinjun remembered that when Su Youqin heard them chatting here, he picked up his mobile phone and typed, and joined the communication with the ward for the first time.
Did she already like girls at that time?
Su Xinjun is not the kind of person who likes the same sex, but he knows that there are such people.He never thought that one day, his sister would become one of those people.
His mind is a little confused.He stared probingly at Shen Qianyao, then quickly looked away, and rinsed the freshly marinated mutton under the tap.
"Ah, don't you want to marinate for ten minutes?" Shen Qianyao's voice called back his attention.Su Xinjun quickly raised his hand to turn off the faucet.As soon as he put the mutton on the plate, he hurriedly said "I'm going to smoke a cigarette" and quickly left the kitchen.
With a bang, the living room door was slammed shut.Shen Qianyao put down the knife, followed by Su Xinjun's movements and continued to marinate the mutton, and asked Su Youqin with a slightly suppressed voice: "What did you say?"
Su Youqin cut up the last batch of ingredients and put them on a plate, shook her head without saying anything.
If Su Xinjun can't accept her relationship with Shen Qianyao, there is basically no need for her parents to tell them.
"Did you tell your brother about our relationship?" Shen Qianyao asked after marinating the mutton and putting it aside temporarily.
Su Youqin looked at her in surprise, but after thinking about it carefully, Shen Qianyao is so smart, seeing Su Xinjun's reaction, it's not surprising that she could guess it.
Su Youqin nodded.
Responding to the guess, Shen Qianyao was a little anxious: "You... well, I should talk about it slowly." Although she didn't know Su Youqin's family very well, she could guess Cheng Li's from the last hasty meeting and Su Youqin's occasional mentions. He and Su Quan are the most traditional elders, and as a straight man, Su Xinjun's acceptance of such things is unpredictable.
Lunch was finished in an atmosphere filled with embarrassment.
Su Xinjun had a complex expression on his face, and his eyes slid past his sister and Shen Qianyao from time to time; Shen Qianyao pretended nothing happened, and talked around the food on the table and the Spring Festival; Su Youqin also tried to pretend nothing happened, answering Shen Qianyao with her mobile phone, occasionally looking directly at To Su Xinjun, he had to join the chat topic.
The three of them were a little tired after a meal.
After the meal, Shen Qianyao sat alone in the living room, Su Xinjun went to wash the dishes, and Su Youqin stood by the kitchen stove, wrapping the unfinished food in plastic wrap.
Hearing the rustling of plastic wrap around him, Su Xinjun's heart was extremely complicated.He hadn't said a word to his sister since the roar in the morning.
He has to talk to his sister.
But I haven't figured out how to talk.
Su Youqin felt the gaze quietly glancing at her from her side, and pretended not to notice it.She has to wait for her younger brother to speak first, and only when he speaks first can she know what the other party cares most about and how to talk.
The siblings finished packing silently.Su Xinjun quickly left the house.
When Su Youqin returned to the living room, Shen Qianyao was a little worried: "Brother, is everything okay?"
Su Youqin shook his head.Su Xinjun just couldn't accept it for a while.He is young, has experience in this area, and has a good impression of Shen Qianyao, because he really cares about Su Youqin, a sister, and he should slowly figure it out.
Should be.
Su Youqin prayed.
She wanted Shen Qianyao to be recognized by her family, even some of them.After all, tonight, she will meet Shen Qianyao's elders as a lover.
Su Xinjun didn't know where he went.
Su Youqin and Shen Qianyao went to the supermarket, bought some fruits, and planned to leave for the city later.
After returning home, Su Youqin was washing the grapes in the kitchen, and Shen Qianyao stood beside her, and the two of them picked the grapes off the bunches and put them on the plate together.
Shen Qianyao took the grapes and said tongue twisters. If you eat grapes, you don't spit out the grape skins, and if you don't eat grapes, you spit out the grape skins.She spoke neither fast nor slow, without stuttering.After saying it a few times, he speeded up and his mouth dropped.
It was an ordinary thing, but the two laughed shoulder to shoulder.Smiling and smiling, at the same time, he turned his head and kissed.
Suddenly there was a sound of breathing from behind, and the two turned their heads. Cheng Li was standing by the door from the living room to the kitchen, looking at them in shock.She had a strange expression and her face was a little stiff.
"You..." Cheng Li took two steps forward, "You..."
Su Youqin's heart was pounding. Although she didn't have a good relationship with her parents, she still had her parents' place in her subconscious mind.I saw that scene just now, the kissing scene between her and Shen Qianyao.
Shen Qianyao was also flustered, she was so focused on washing the grapes that she didn't hear anyone coming in.She took a quick look at Su Youqin, suppressed the panic in her heart, and stepped forward and said, "Auntie, you are back."
In exchange for this greeting, Cheng Li stared at her.
Cheng Li woke up from the shock, her throat choked: "Su...Su Youqin, come here."
Su Youqin heard the familiar words and saw the familiar expression on Cheng Li's face.
When she was in middle school, Cheng Li would always stop her at the door of her house without saying anything, just saying "Su Youqin, come here for a while".After Su Youqin followed her to the corner, she began to complain.
After a few times, Su Youqin saw her standing in front of the door from a distance, turned around and refused to go home.He ran to the corner and hid, and after Cheng Li left, he rushed back to his grandparents' house.
The face and tone in memory made Su Youqin's beating heart slowly calm down.Now that she has grown up and her grandparents have passed away, does Cheng Li still complain in front of her as a mother?
Shen Qianyao leaned forward slightly, she wanted to explain, but Su Youqin grabbed the corner of her clothes.
Su Youqin signaled her to finish washing the grapes with his eyes, and followed Cheng Li to the living room.She originally thought that Cheng Li would take her back to her parents' house to chat, but she didn't expect Cheng Li to sit down on the sofa in the living room.
Cheng Li raised her face and straightened her body: "You guys, what were you doing just now?"
Su Youqin sat down in the corner of the sofa and didn't speak.
Cheng Li didn't care, and continued: "Your dad is at home, but luckily I didn't see it." So, it's no wonder she didn't take herself to their house: "I know you young people don't care about these things. But dear... isn't it too much?" The door is still open, people who don’t know will think you are gay!”
Su Youqin suddenly looked up.Cheng Li even knew about homosexuality?
"There are homosexuals in the factory. That girl was poked and said that she is too young to find a boyfriend and a girl." Cheng Li raised her head slightly, her voice not low.
Su Youqin understood that she was not only speaking for herself, but also for Shen Qianyao who was in the kitchen.
Su Youqin was angry.Cheng Li can scold herself about herself, but she shouldn't criticize Sang and Huai like this.She stared at Cheng Li, picked up the phone and typed quickly, poking her finger on the screen but found that she couldn't type anything. From the moment she buried her head in the phone, her momentum weakened.
She was holding the phone tightly, and seeing Cheng Liwei looking up at the place from the living room to the kitchen, she suddenly threw the phone on the ground.
With a snap, Cheng Li was startled.
"what are you doing?!"
Su Youqin didn't know what she was doing either.She just couldn't bear Cheng Li's current appearance, her superior appearance, and her appearance in front of her every time when she was in middle school.
But he couldn't speak.Why should she always be on top, why should she say this to herself, and why should Shen Qianyao hear this.
"Su Youqin, what are you crazy about?" Cheng Li's voice raised a lot, and the sharpness made Su Youqin's anger even more intense.She remembered that when Cheng Li complained about herself, she complained everywhere as a mother. Everyone around knew that Su Youqin had quarreled with her parents, that Su Youqin was not filial, that Su Youqin read so many books for nothing that she didn't even go to her parents' house.
Su Youqin gasped for breath.She also wanted to yell, and she also wanted to use a sharp voice to "point and scold" Cheng Li, also wanted to question Cheng Li, and also wanted to complain.
There was too much movement in the living room, Shen Qianyao came out from the kitchen.She walked to Su Youqin's side, and pinched Su Youqin's shoulder: "Youqin...Youqin...Youqin, what's wrong with you?"
The voice of worry split Cheng Li's sharp voice that filled his mind.Su Youqin's staring gaze at Cheng Li gradually retracted, and her resentful gaze gradually turned to confusion.She found that she had stood up, and Cheng Li also stood up, took two steps back, and put a distance between Su Youqin and Su Youqin.
There was liquid flowing out of the nasal cavity, Shen Qianyao exclaimed in a low voice, and pulled a tissue from the table: "What's wrong, why is there a nosebleed. Youqin, calm down, calm down..."
Su Youqin raised her hand and pressed the tissue into her nostrils.
The nosebleed dissipated a little of the anger in her heart.She pushed Shen Qianyao to her side, looked at Cheng Li, and said with hatred: "What's wrong with finding a girl, what's none of your business?"
The shock on Cheng Li's face froze.
Su Youqin also froze.She was a little confused, who made that hoarse voice full of resentment?
She subconsciously looked at Shen Qianyao, who also looked at her in surprise: "Again...you...you spoke."
Shen Qianyao became happy.She pinched Su Youqin's shoulders with both hands: "Youqin, your voice is healed, your voice is healed!"
Joyful from the bottom of her heart, she moved her hands from Su Youqin's shoulders to her face, held Su Youqin's cheeks and rubbed them slightly, and couldn't help but kiss her.It was only after the kiss that Su Youqin was still in a daze, and realized that Cheng Li was still behind him.
She coughed lightly, looked at Cheng Li, and said suppressing her joy, "Auntie, Youqin's throat has recovered."
Cheng Li didn't speak.She was not happy because of what her daughter just said, but just looked at the two quietly.Seeing that Shen Qianyao backed away a little, pulling away the position between him and Su Youqin; seeing that Su Youqin reacted, grabbed Shen Qianyao's hand, and looked straight back at Cheng Li.
A minute later, Cheng Li raised her hand and pointed with her thumb: "You... Su Youqin, you two are shameless!" This sentence turned Cheng Li's confession switch: "Why are you so shameless? You two girls, what are you doing? This kind of thing? Su Youqin, your university studies are useless, your brain was hit by a car... You have a problem... You people from the Su family are here to torture me... I knew you should have been strangled when you were born... "
She yelled loudly, and every word went straight into Su Youqin's ears.
The feeling of suffocation came again.
In middle school, Cheng Li quarreled with her grandparents and found various reasons to quarrel.In order to make it easy to see at any time, grandparents wrote some phone numbers on the shutter door that never opened.She said that there were phone numbers written in chalk all over the shutter door, what it looked like, and used this reason to have a big fight with her grandparents.
Su Youqin watched her grandparents sitting on the side and shed tears silently. She took a basin of water and poured it on the phone number written in chalk on the rolling shutter door. She splashed the half-small basin on Cheng Li's body.
Cheng Li's voice of scolding her grandparents was interrupted. She sat down on the ground and cried loudly: "Come and see, the daughter of the Su family poured water on her mother. The Su family bullied me to marry me from Shanjiada, and the whole family Bullying me... My own daughter is bullying me... come and see..."
The elongated cry instantly attracted the surrounding neighbors and pedestrians passing by the road. Su Youqin, 1.3 or [-] years old, only about [-] meters five, was trembling with anger when he heard the cry and looked at the people who surrounded him. Thinking about being hit by a passing truck.
28-year-old Su Youqin had a similar idea in his mind.Why didn't he lose his life in a car accident a year ago?Is it to keep myself forever trapped in the parental swamp?Still, in order to let myself struggle out of this swamp.
Cheng Li's scolding continued.Su Youqin felt that Shen Qianyao's mood began to become unstable. After she heard Cheng Li's words "It's retribution, giving birth to you is retribution", Shen Qianyao took a step forward and was about to speak when Su Youqin grabbed her.
"Yes...it's retribution." Su Youqin pulled Shen Qianyao behind her, "I exist to repay you and Su Quan for treating your grandparents badly, to repay you for talking about me everywhere, and to repay your couple. Failed parents."
There was a bloody smell coming from the throat and nose.With a hoarse voice almost unable to utter, Su Youqin forced his strength to say the last sentence: "Cheng Li, you and Su Quan will grow old and die before me. Tell you everything you did to your grandparents, everything you did to me."
The hoarse voice seemed to come from a nightmare, and the resentful eyes were like enemies.Cheng Li looked at her daughter not far away, feeling flustered. She didn't seem to know who this person was.
Shen Qianyao was also frightened by Su Youqin's words.
She knew that Su Youqin had a normal relationship with her parents, but she never thought that she would hate them so much.
As a lover, she stood by Su Youqin's side unconditionally, but seeing Su Youqin's appearance at this time, a faint fear rose in her heart.
With a creak, the door was quickly pulled open.A figure rushed in, strode up to Su Youqin, raised his hand and slapped it down.
Both Su Youqin and Shen Qianyao moved very quickly. Shen Qianyao pulled Su Youqin down and sat down, avoiding the slap. Su Youqin looked up at the angry Su Quan in front of him. The man stared very angry.
Su Youqin vaguely remembered that Su Quan had punched grandma on the shoulder in front of her.That's his own mother!With a cry, she got up and rushed towards Su Quan. She dug Su Quan's face with her nails, and then grabbed his ear and pulled hard.
Hands-on happens in an instant.No one reacted.Su Quan fisted Su Youqin's back, Su Youqin opened his mouth and bit Su Quan's wrist, Cheng Li screamed, Shen Qianyao hurried forward to pull Su Youqin, but couldn't pull away, Su Youqin struggled to pull and bite Su Quan , ignoring Su Quan's uncontrolled fist hitting his back.
Cheng Li stopped screaming and went to pull the two of them while crying.Shen Qianyao also cried, begging Su Youqin to let go.
Su Xinjun broke in from the door, cursed loudly, and grabbed Su Quan's fist that was about to drop again.Brother Qiang, who lived upstairs, also ran down when he heard the noise. While helping Su Xinjun to separate Su Quan and Su Youqin, he said anxiously, "What happened? Why did the father and daughter fight during the Chinese New Year?"
The two who were forcibly pulled apart took a deep breath.Su Youqin was held tightly by Shen Qianyao's waist, crying softly: "What's the matter, Youqin, what's the matter..."
Su Quan was pushed against the window by Su Xinjun and Brother Qiang. His face was flushed and he was still struggling.Brother Qiang is so strong that he can't hold him alone, so he needs Su Xinjun's help to hold him back.
Su Quan panted heavily: "Let go of me. I'm going to beat her to death today, and let her say something else."
Brother Qiang persuaded: "What are you talking about, it's the New Year's Eve. Such a big man still beats his daughter, how shameless..."
Su Xinjun was also angry. He saw Su Quan's fist hitting his sister just now, and said angrily, "If you do anything again, I won't be polite."
Cheng Li stood by and cried.
Shen Qianyao hugged her too tightly, Su Youqin's waist was uncomfortable, her body moved slightly, Shen Qianyao thought she was still trying to struggle forward, so she used another layer of force, and with this use, the bloody smell that had just emerged surged out , Su Youqin retched and spat out a mouthful of blood.
This mouthful of blood seemed to spit out the depression that Su Youqin had buried in his heart.
Su Xinjun ran over from the window and shouted, "Sister!"
Shen Qianyao let go of her hand, tears streaming down her face: "Youqin!"
Their anxious cries came clearly.Su Youqin felt comfortable.
She raised her hand to wipe off the bloody saliva at the corner of her mouth, leaving a trail of blood on her face.
She looked at Su Quan and Cheng Li by the window, and smiled, her hoarse voice was a little clearer, very similar to her previous voice: "I just hate you, I just like girls, I will live, waiting for the day when you are old .”
Fear and fear rose from the hearts of Su Quan and Cheng Li.Cheng Li couldn't help taking a step back, and Su Quan's whole body relaxed. He broke free from brother Qiang's restraint, looked at the left hand that had just hit Su Youqin's back, and slapped the glass.There was a loud bang on the glass windows, and he turned and left the house.
Cheng Li followed suit.
Brother Qiang said a few words of comfort and went back.
Su Youqin was helped by Su Xinjun to sit on the sofa, Shen Qianyao was terrified, and she wept while holding her hand.
The room was quiet for a few minutes. Su Youqin felt the temperature on her hand and wiped the tears on Shen Qianyao's face with the other hand. She didn't know what expression she had now, so she just pulled the corner of her mouth slightly and whispered: "I'm not going to the city. Where? Let's pack up and go."
Shen Qianyao looked at the dried blood on the corner of her mouth, and there was another scene in front of her eyes where Su Quan's clenched fist landed on her back.Unable to hold back, he hugged her neck, buried his head in her neck and burst into tears.
Hot tears penetrated from the collar of the sweater and fell on the skin of the neck.The voice of crying contained deep distress and grievance.Su Youqin's heart twitched with the sound of crying.After living for almost 30 years, how many people have really cried for themselves?
Apart from Shen Qianyao, the current Su Youqin couldn't think of any other names.
Tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes, and he was really distressed. Accompanied by Shen Qianyao's crying, the heat of the tears on his neck and his own tears, all came out.
Su Xinjun watched for a while, and wiped the blood that Su Youqin spit out on the ground with a paper.Quietly leave the house and close the door.
The two hugging on the sofa did not know when they fell asleep crying.The phone rang, and the two opened their eyes at the same time.
Su Youqin was leaning on the corner of the sofa, and Shen Qianyao was leaning on her shoulder. Both of them had swollen eyes, messy hair, and tears on their faces.
They looked at each other, and the bell rang for a long time before it stopped.
They met and smiled.
Su Youqin whispered, "Go take a bath, and then go to the city?"
Shen Qianyao nodded, pressed her elbow on Su Youqin's neck, raised her head slightly, and bit Su Youqin's lips.
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This kind of thing happened with her parents, Su Youqin needed to take it easy, and her throat suddenly recovered, she needed to go to the hospital for an examination, Shen Qianyao postponed taking her to see her parents and grandpa.
Shu Xian who received the call was a little dissatisfied at first, but he heard that it was about Su Youqin's voice, so he didn't say anything else.
After taking a shower and changing clothes, Su Youqin went downstairs to the city with Shen Qianyao.There was neither Su Quan nor Cheng Li at the mahjong table in Huazi's store. When people around saw Su Youqin going downstairs, they took a second look.
They didn't know the specifics of what happened upstairs, but Cheng Li's voice of yelling and cursing more or less leaked from the window.It was certain that Su Youqin had quarreled with her parents.
These gazes are also very similar to those of many years ago.
Su Youqin ignored it directly.
During the Spring Festival, there are many people paying New Year's greetings.The road to Yuanchuan City is slightly congested.With soothing music playing in the car, Su Youqin stared out of the window in a daze.
Shen Qianyao glanced at her from time to time, so that Su Youqin couldn't ignore it.She turned her head and asked, "What are you looking at?" Her voice hadn't fully recovered, she cried a lot, and the crisp voice recovered after vomiting blood disappeared, and now she speaks hoarse and low.She coughed lightly.
Shen Qianyao shook her head: "I didn't see anything."
The road ahead was somewhat congested, she stepped on the brakes, and asked with a smile, "Are you comfortable with the noise?"
Su Youqin followed with a smile: "It's comfortable. It's cool. It's so cool!"
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The author has something to say:
The relationship between Su Youqin and her parents was greatly influenced by her childhood.It's cool to have such a big explosion.Through the quarrel, the pent-up breath was released, and the door of the cupboard was opened, which was fine, fine, fine.
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